Dupicalz

Test

2011-12-23T23:38:00.001+08:00

Test test...does this works nicely?

Wednesday affair

2011-06-26T00:12:00.000+08:00

Went out with my sis-in law, thn went on to haf dinner@yamcha session. The journey i had was;
Cheras - Old Klang Road - Sunway Pyramid - Old Klang Road - Cheras - Jln Tun Razak - Pandan Perdana - SS15 - Kelana Jaya - Pandan Perdana - Cheras

What a journey....feel like I drive to damn alot of places...

Was at Forever21 in Sunway Pyramid. They had an offer where any college or university student can get 10% discount on any non-promotional items. Bought myself a striped top.....their style now is strips...the whole store filled with multiple design for stripes tops.... too many....

Had my salmon for lunch in Sunway Pyramid. Thn went yamcha with Swee n JC at SS15, got my chatime (if u're wondering where is it, its opposite of Asia Cafe).
But then, not so nice. I find that the outlet in The Gardens is way nicer. Quality wise The Gardens' outlet is much better.

Next stop to try is Gong Cha. There's an outlet at The Gardens as well as SS15 (near Snogurt before Asia Cafe).

It's also those bubble tea thing that's famous in Taiwan like Chatime.

Therefore, my craving FULFILLED =D imma happy child..haha

online blogshops

2011-06-22T00:11:00.000+08:00

Recently I've only been window shopping via online blogshops.

Currently, my only favourite blogshop is
http://likeigloo.blogspot.com/

They will be at Jaya One this Saturday, for the Tongue in Chic bazaar

I'm definitely going there this Saturday =D

and I just ordered myself a custom made necklace from http://dasilver.webs.com/
hopefully, it's uber nice =D

as for now, im craving pearl milk tea, salmon and ice cream. say whaaaddddd..... =| random lo

craving for their pearl milk tea.....

Considering

2011-04-19T02:45:00.000+08:00

I'm considering to resume blogging once my exams are over...

Get more traffic on my blog, earn some mollah...hahaha...
its all about the money money money *humming to Jessie J's tune*

see yah!

Swee Ann: Bee

2011-04-19T02:40:00.000+08:00

Swee Ann: Bee

Babe...i really salute u!

i dunno how u got the time to do such thing and haf the patience to draw tat bee on ur nails...

Bimbo moments #1

2011-04-19T02:38:00.001+08:00

here's the story,
while i was talking on the phone...i was looking at my table, i saw my sony vivaz phone and looked around asking to myself where is my other phone...(currently im using 2 phones)
which well...
was by my ear...

laugh u ppl, laugh!
true story...just happened... ><
feels kinda dumb rit now...

Wedding dinner

2010-09-12T19:30:00.002+08:00

I hate going to wedding dinners. It always states the time like 7pm SHARP...but it never does start sharp on time... My wedding, there's gonna be terms where wedding will start no matter wad, sharp at the time stated, the ceremony MUST start man...  It's annoying to waste time like tis when they clearly said 7pm Sharp..ssheeshh  Malaysian truly Malaysian...never on time,  try going late for a court's session late and see...ssheesshh...bleh   Xoxo

latest obsession

2010-09-08T22:50:00.001+08:00

my new obsession.

This is my new bebeh...haha my new obsession. which cost me a bomb since im still a student... =.=

it is not pink it is ruby red! chio can?

took me quite some time to actually consented to buy this one instead of some other model...

well, some intro of the phone;

- it's Sony Ericsson Vivaz or U5i

- 8.1 mega pixel cam

- wifi, gps, etc...(dunno wad else...lol)

- it's a touch screen, no keypad wad so ever

- it's a symbian 60 5th version. so it's not using the old SE ui...chiao abit la...using symbian OS now...hahaha

- resolution of screen....cant remember all these technical stuff la...go check out gsmarena

that's all about my latest obsession...its super sexeh...hahaha =D

xoxo

Dream, a weird one

2010-09-08T14:35:00.000+08:00

Ok I had this dream last 2 days,

So the dream starts with me dating this guy, fell in love...

thn I got proposed. (felt like the best moment in my entire life-well in the dream anyways)

proceeded with all the wedding procedure n all.

and on the wedding they, it took some time to proceed tho. however the wedding ceremony is somewhat weird coz it felt like its done in a church...hahaha.

so, the ceremony didnt start as planned, it was delayed, thn came these few ppl trying to crash the ceremony saying that this wedding is done coz i'm pregnant (in which in the dream i was not, so as in real life).

I tried talking to these ppl, and trying to make them leave the place so we could start the ceremony with all the law shits saying they are like creating some kind of public nuisance and i would call the police.

eventually they went off. but the ceremony didnt went on, i insisted that the ceremony to be postponed or cancelled and everyone went off including the groom.

left me alone there. all of a sudden, there were a group of ppl coming towards me (the same bunch of ppl that came earlier) and shot me to death...

a happy beginning or a happy fairy tale could just end up wif just tragic end.... =.=

I dun even noe why I can have such of a dream...twisted dream wei.

its not like i have a wedding soon, mayb coz my cousin's wedding is coming....lolz...but why does that has to occupy my brain till i dream bout it.... =.=

Random emotions

2010-08-14T22:32:00.004+08:00

I still misses u...gosh...tis sucks..n i still cherish the teddy u gav me.. =s  

Ps: ignore the notes..just randomly posting a pic

2010-04-30T01:57:00.001+08:00

ok.

i got a lomo cam.

i ended up with a diana f+

tat’s tat…

will update wif the pics…of the cam la, not the pics taken by the cam…not so fast la….

nites

2010-04-24T23:46:00.001+08:00

bah….i suck in letting go….bah….wadever…

Disruptions to Internet services until May 2

2010-04-23T23:29:00.000+08:00

Disruptions to Internet services until May 2

(...read more click on title...)

Something to read on….

2010-04-23T02:22:00.001+08:00

Time to re-use a bag and make the Earth a greener.

Be aware.

ok, I’ve decided – not entirely….

2010-04-23T01:57:00.003+08:00

disclaimer: swee dont kill me =X

remember how i wanted to get either a lomo camera or a handphone?

and than i actually when on browsing deciding tat i wanted to get a lomo cam which came to a conclusion to whether to choose a Diana f+ model or the Holga 120 GCFN. after further contemplation, i then decided to go ahead wif Holga 120 GCFN.

(for those who don’t noe wads lomo cam is, its lomography camera, go google it. and those dunno how Diana f+ and Holga 120GCFN is like…see below)

this is the Diana f+

This is the Holga 120 GCFN

so yeah, i was deciding on these 2 w/o having the thought of getting a new handphone in my mind at all…gawd noes how am i gonna put up wif my wants and needs… ><

back to the point, the point is i decided to get holga 120 GCFN, and thn here comes another dilemma to either buy via ebay or via lowyat.net/forum. ebay is so much cheaper where as lowyat is more expensive and ebay has no warranty but via lowyat, the camera has warranty but the diff of the price for the cam is about RM80. but if were to total up for a few things i want which is the 35mm film adapter and a wide angle lens, it will come up to RM230 via ebay and RM350 via lowyat.

you can practically see the huge difference in the price there. one wif warranty the cheaper one is w/o. i ended up at square 1 can decide again. there are some dilemma half way due to ebay coz i dont have my own credit card to play with so i cant purchase via ebay…

in the end i wanted to get JUST the camera holga 120 GCFN which is RM230 via lowyat.net/forum but my heart still x puas hati….dunno if it’s the right choice or not. thn my bro came in he said some sense which thn made me think. since it’s analog n all, i haf to develop n print, its gonna cost me a bomb if i just click n play. haha…isnt it?

to wash to negative would cost like RM8-9 thn if i wanna develop…each pic cost separately like RM0.40 each…costly la…

conclusion: Redwhite Holga 120GCFN is now on hold! (will decide within the course of this weekend to get it soon o not)

now that Nokia e72. I’ve been wanting to change my new phone. yes a new gadget that i wan…. T^T

i was searching around for a decent phone to get, someone told me to get this, i played with it awhile tot it’s ok and well can say that i got attracted to it. but it costs 1.4k. budget’s not more thn 1k. and i never buy ap set i want ori. imma sucker for ori stuff when concerning gadgets.

conclusion: imma wait for the price to drop to 1k thn i’ll get it.

problem: i can’t decide whether i should just save my money for nokia e72 or use the money and buy Holga first while waiting for the phone….

concern: if i were to get holga, will i really use it and play wif it and not let it be an antique in my room and collect dust after a roll of film has finished up?

What to do????

need you now

2010-04-21T00:27:00.001+08:00

doesnt mean that i dont talk bout it, i dont still think of him…

whatever bah…gud nite…

oh and on a different note, i got a new laptop =D

now contemplating on whether to buy a new handphone or a lomography camera…..

so next stop is dreamland, where things are much simpler and hurt is not in the vocab or the feeling of loneliness doesnt haunt u and if there is, its not real nor permanent.

.nnitess.

2010-04-05T23:17:00.001+08:00

the world is cruel

its time to go to dreamland where its much less pain but it may be scary but less cruel.

nites

:’(

2010-04-05T23:05:00.001+08:00

The other day which I think was 2 days ago…

i was watching the wedding of Khloe and Lamar.

there was a part where it made be break down to tears… T_T

it was the part where khloe said that lamar was the one she loved because when she is with him, she felt that she could be herself and be in her own skin. and that she never felt something like that ever before other thn when she was with lamar.

that is exactly how i felt when i was with him which then made me break down to tears for a lil while, but now its over, but how can i move on when i’m still in love with you. :’(

2010-03-03T22:43:00.001+08:00

i miss you…but does tat matter?

i still love you…but does that changes anything?

T___T sigh

window

2010-02-01T20:55:00.001+08:00

As I was saying in my previous god knows how old entry… that my room window is being changed….hehe it’s done now…all it needs now is some paint and some colour…..

i likey my new window… =p

2009-12-28T12:25:00.001+08:00

I’m back in UKM again…

didnt do anything for christmas eve…stayed at home and stone..i literally got nothing better to do on the eve., and so i slept early at 11.30pm…earliest i’ve ever slept in few weeks… ><

New Year’s eve is coming, hell…i have class at 5pm till dunno what time. I was absent the previous class…for some reason *ehem*stoning at home*ehem* but the class was only for 30 mins last weeks-so i heard. i hope its the same this week… =P *hoping n wishing* haha coz i want to celebrate New Year’s eve la….

Wondering where to go le….where to eh? *nudge swee**nudge* haha…i dunno what to do now la…not tat i got nothing to do la…but just dunno wad to do….i haf class later on at 2pm, waiting for it, presentation summore… >< ladidadidadida…..

Finally my room’s window frame is going to be change, the renovation starts today….dunno how is it rit now…my room is partial empty….lolz….

this post no pic eh…damn bored….dunno wan put wad pic also….

nothing else to update… this is me being random. ^^

Bye,

xoxo, Dupz

FOOD….

2009-12-10T01:01:00.001+08:00

Need I say more?

It’ll certainly make you go hungry…don’t say I didn’t warn you

was looking through pictures, and here are the compilation of food that I’ve eaten…more to come though ^_^

Feast on it… =p

M&Ms

2009-12-09T02:24:00.003+08:00

I just found out that there is such thing as M&M World…(for the Americans its prolly nothing) but shit, where got such thing here wei….there’s only 3 stores, Las Vegas, New York and Orlando….i wanna goo……sigh….

Damn cool right…. it’s even cooler if we are in it… hehe…though i never been in it but pictures by tourist tells the story for me…hahaha…

I bet you have your mouth opened there…hehe…damn cun can? separated by colours somemore…my gawd..i want them…sooo pretty…hahahaha…. if i were to be there, i might just get every colour…wah..pokai lor… ><

I have the sudden urge to google M&Ms cause I was at Giant hypermarket earlier in the afternoon, and I saw promotion for M&Ms for Christmas and they have special dispenser, nutcracker but not nice also…thn now i have the urge…I WANT an M&M dispenser…lol…random right? sudden urge of wanting it la…hehe…. *hint hint* so i went google-ing for M&M dispenser lor and found out these things….can die….i nothing better to do…but thn i want a dispenser…cute can?

People, if u are at some duty free place got sell nice nice dispenser buy for me la, hehehehe…..

xoxo

Dupz

tour de pj?

2009-12-09T01:06:00.004+08:00

Last 2 weeks - to be precise on th 28th Nov (sat)

with only a lil help by the drawn paper map which copied right out from Google Map, me and Swee took the courage to tour de PJ with my lil car Viva which she proclaimed it as orange..it’s not orange…it’s RED.

It was such an early trip- 9am to be exact. never had I gone out for outing that early…… ><

The main purpose of this outing is for the Big Bad Wolf Book Sale…damn worth it kay… and its a tour de PJ cause we starting off from home, going to Amcorp Mall, Atria Shopping Complex, Fullhouse Cafe (which is at Ara Damansara-in case u didn’t know), Jaya One, The Curve and lastly Ikano & Ikea.

Went to Amcorp Mall is for the Big Bad Wolf Book Sale…

Books are RM8 onwards…kinda worth it la…and you might have been thinking why in the world did I buy those kiddy books? Haha…it’s for my nieces la….since it’s rather affordable so i go get some la…

Since i tulan dy can’t find books that i want like Dan Brown’s or John Grisham’s …thn Swee can’t find anything that she wanted like Jodi Picoult’s we headed to children section la…Hahaha….

I don’t think i wanna talk bout the queue to get in for the sale…hahaha…bad i must say! But it’s worth to go, especially for the first day, went there on the second day, not much of the well known books left, even these Stephen King’s books tinggal a few nia…

After that, we went to Atria Shopping Complex - without getting lost, for the Zara Warehouse sale but sad la the sale, the sizes are either too big or the clothes are torn-ish. So we don’t bother and left for Fullhouse at Niu Ze Xui or Ara Damansara…if u ask me go there again…hehe i dunno how to go jor..

This is Fullhouse, food ok ah, but the area…as Swee says it, RUNDOWN quite the sad la the place, only that cafe is alive nia

Then intended to go Bazaar at Jaya One, but it’s no longer exists…potong!!

Then We went to The Curve to surprise Yoe which was working there that time. Thn jalan-jalan at flea market….thn dinner time, go IKea….wheee…

Evidence that my friend here, Swee likes to take pictures and I don’t….hahahaha… xP

(don’t kill me la Swee, I dunno what to write jor….heeee)

This was our dinner at Ikea…MeatBalls…Yummmmmzzzzz….. *drools* hahaha….

This was for desert…rather sweet but yumm……

And then the journey back home…….itu saja story I for this time, after for so long never update…hehe…

2009-12-04T21:59:00.001+08:00

i might be making this private…or should i not…hmm….

mayb if its private i might update more…hahaha….god only noes la… –.-‘’

2009-11-15T22:14:00.001+08:00

im not worthy…

meaningful

2009-11-12T20:24:00.001+08:00

something i read from someone’s blog and thought it’s meaningful of a read so here’s it is….so READ… =p

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce.. I raised the topic calmly.

She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?
I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Dew. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.

She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Dew so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Dew.

When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce.
She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.

She requested that everyday for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Dew about my wife's divorce conditions... She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully..

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time.. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.

On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Dew about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mum out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.

I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind... I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.

Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank, blah..blah..blah. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

If you don't share this, nothing will happen to you.

If you do, you just might save a marriage.

a day of nothingness

2009-07-08T17:43:00.001+08:00

had no class today am entirely free and had nothing to do in hand. planned to go explore the pusanika but ended up in the room for the entire day…hahahaha…damn bored and lazy to get my arse out of the room..even my roommate is lazy today… lol

i’ve been sitting in front of the pc and sleeping for most of the day…lulz..how lifeless

yearning…

2009-07-07T23:15:00.000+08:00

i miss you badly… T_T

(and i noe u do too)

i mean you and not the sashimi up there…you know who you are. and i want to eat sashimi… ><

a week

2009-07-07T23:02:00.001+08:00

I shall show you guys how my room looks like in kolej (hostel that is)

that’s just part of my room la. dont mind the mess ya.

and can u imagine like it’s only the second day of the first week after orientation which i only start to really utilize the room and my table got so messed up..so many things. that is minus the laptop being there. well the laptop is not stationary being there i usually keep it when i dont use it to come online to waste time because i have yet to have any assignment..hehe..

oh and there is wifi here and also line internet. i didnt noe there is line here. i just saw that there was a port by the window and i cucuk the cable and tadaa~~ i can come online but hows the liability and security of it..i also dunno..but wifi abit slow at times la..this line is much stable tho.. hehee

anyways…that is all the update that i want to do..

and if you dont know already, i am not studying in law faculty of UKM, Bangi

xoxo

Dupz

orientation

2009-07-07T22:52:00.006+08:00

Basically everyone that enters university will endure and go through a week or at least a few days of orientation. i just finished every part of the orientation including the ones conducted by the faculty. Orientation day was never a fun one, not entirely that is because its really tiring. we basically wake up at 5am and sleep roughly 2am everynite for a week starting sunday till saturday.

There were numerous amounts of ceramah and taklimat, one after another. most of it was held in DECTAR which is dewan censelor tun abdul razak. which we walk to everytime we have to go there. rather tiring la. above is the picture of part of the DECTAR. filled with first year students yearning to sleep half way through all the monotonous talks.

We had sports and big walk. walk the whole entire UKM campus. IT HUGE DEI!! it took like an hour to walk. and i got sunburn and some skin is peeling. that aint fun.. ><

you can see the amount of students… its very colourful. everyone is wearing their own hostel’s (or we call or hostel as kolej) shirt. this is during the big walk. i kinda gave up walking any faster when we had to climb the hills that was really steep. as long i finished it thn its fine… =D

tribute to all the abang-abang and akak-akak pc(pemudah cara) that helped us during our orientation week and joined together with us the new students of UKM to be sleep deprived. lolz

and for some of you. you might not have ever seen me with tudung. here is one. ><

Last but not least, we had our orientation at our faculty. first day that is on a monday we had bengkel with more talks and talks second day, we met with our mentor and had a feast with our mentor with the above fruits. hahaha…the wonders of fruits ><

that’s all bout orientation i guess. i’m still tired. this is called post-orientation trauma…lolz..where got such thing rit… =p

and i think i might need that garnier caffeine roll-on thingie…haha…

xoxo

Dupz

2009-06-18T01:48:00.001+08:00

i was clearing my room….and i found that i have not throw away the blue cards…you guys still remember the blue cards? well blue cards was a card of our attendance record for our extra curriculum activities which our school are not using anymore that is if they have not change the management….

so yea, here are the pictures i got from the blue cards…recognize urself? fortunately i didn’t paste my picture on the card..hehe ^_^

addition

2009-06-18T01:43:00.001+08:00

addition to my perfume collection…hehe finally got this perfume oil which i wanted quite some time..mum was so willing to pay for me…ngek ngek ngek… xP

i really like the smell of this fragrant…its juba. if u like fresh smell or the smell as though as u just had ur bath-freshness…this is a smell to get…well that’s my opinion…

possible?

2009-06-18T01:34:00.001+08:00

can oneself be annoyed by oneself?

the end

2009-06-15T01:40:00.002+08:00

my driving probation period has ended…oh yea!! finally the huge red ugly ‘P’ is not on my screen anymore… =D

[edit out my license pic (dun feel like putting it anymore)]

i just wan to say that my probation license has end..and i am finally a competent driver… lulz.. im competent OK! must trust my driving skills…dont underestimate me…hahahaha

extra storage

2009-06-15T01:25:00.001+08:00

my previous long time ago punya post, i said tat i wanted to get xtra storage for my comp, well i ended up getting to lowyat plaza instead and got an ext hdd by Buffalo. it seems that it is better coz it is from Japan…i hope it is..

got it for RM250 or RM255 i cant remember la..but yea around tat price….i am satisfied with it though…so no complains… hehe =D

i’ve transferred all my files but its not even 100gb of space used yet…i guess 320gb is sufficient enough for the moment tat is…xP

affection…

2009-06-09T02:33:00.001+08:00

it hurts every time that you have to leave……

xoxo

UBER BORED….

2009-05-27T00:33:00.001+08:00

As u all may noe, i am awesomely am not a socialite nor do i like socializing alot. i rarely goes out…which same may say i am quite of a boring person and how do i live with it? well its not tat bad when u have 24/7 broadband available just for u to use at home and the whole world is urs…hahaha…i am tat boring aren’t i?

well wad can i do?

hehe i was surveying at lyn for a couple of hours today for an external hdd..

which i have YET to come to a conclusion....

wad i have found is

1. WD 2.5" 8mb cache, 5400rpm 320GB for RM 119

2. WD 25" 8mb cache, 5400rpm 500GB for RM 209

but the second one is w/o casing... so i dunno which is better...it was never easy for me to make a decision…so i have yet to buy any hdd…. >< lame rite… -.-

nite nite…

its a nice song...have a listen to it...

2009-05-17T00:36:00.001+08:00

love this…

2009-05-16T14:42:00.001+08:00

Love story meets viva la vida

nice wei…if only i can play piano… –.-

be amazed….

2009-05-16T02:24:00.001+08:00

to my amazement as well, i am now only starting to read Eclipse. i got the book like months ago..6 months mayb…and now only i am going to read it…it is still perfectly wrapped with the plastic before u bought it…..lol…i am that a slow reader huh? xP

i am too lazy to read…i wanna go shopping…..so pls help me….lol..

thats all for tis hour…cya

dental n me…

2009-05-07T22:45:00.001+08:00

some of you may know that i do have this gap at my lower jaw and that is still making me wear the braces coz the gaps are not closing. i got fed up man…coz when everything got alright and in progress, however this unexpected tooth had to grow out of its skin.. =.= like damn. kind of makes the whole process delayed and all..now the gap is like no where near closing….

my dentist told me to get an opg…an x-ray to find any other embedded teeth that maybe so mischievous and are not out of its skin yet…so went to get an x-ray at Tung Shin Hospital. Well, some of you may think..why didn’t you have an x-ray before? well…i don’t know actually.

tis is the x-ray frm the hospital

the green one shows two of the teeth that was extracted out… the red one shows that i have an tooth embedded and currently it is growing out and obstructing my braces outcome. And mind you, all four of my wisdom tooth are totally grown out of its skin…haha…i mean my wisdom teeth are all out. Well this x-ray is taken after i have already taken out two of the teeth which i have circled the empty space and another two more which you can’t see in this x-ray coz this x-ray is taken after the extraction…remember? the other two was actually grown horizontally…both of them.

i think next month, for the next visit, i will have to extract another useless teeth that just came out of nowhere… i have anesthetics as in i hate the injecting part, it does get painful sometimes.. T_T

update: well, i dont my monthly check up and the dentist decided to keep the ever growing tooth first and see how it goes… -.-

rants yo! [do not layan if u are lazy...]

2009-04-18T21:05:00.004+08:00

im just writing without a purpose here...no reason actually...

read if u wan...dont read if u dun wan to, im not forcing u...

i wan a wii...no i wan a psp...haha...no, i wan both...lulz

i wan a life...

im studying the basics of psychology although i am taking foundation of law...screw it!!

stupid attachment styles...

secure, fearful-avoidance, preoccupied, dismissing attachment styles...screw them..i dun wanna noe..im not majoring in psychology....

and types of love...there are 6 effing type to remember...storge, eros, pragma, agape, ludus and mania...ish....

not just psycho..i...have to learn economics...basics tat is...at first i really cant absorb all of the AD, As, AE, tax, gov expenditure, BOP...yada yada..but slowly reading and understanding it...it is much easier to absorb all of it....takes alot of time tho...

sien laaaaa....

i cant study, tats y im here blogging...i should be studying tho..i noe tat...but my mind is wandering around the room...wheeee..............................

i so need a life... -.-

wei..kena study global issue lagi........aduiiii....terrorism la, refugees, united nations la....aiyoo...damn sien la the topic.......

im not gonna blog anytime soon...

not until i have finish wif all the papers tat would be the end of my foundation...wooohhhooo...ehem...yea...not gonna blog after this but will blog whn im done wif the papers and hopefully i scored it well.......and hopefully too i will blog wif some more pictures mayb not me but pictures of ppl other thn me, or mayb wif me in it...as in a group not just me...

tats all for now...

xoxo...

dupz

i noe its an old song...

2009-04-03T21:56:00.003+08:00

I WANNA BE WITH YOU (Mandy Moore)

I try but I can't seem to get myself
To think of anything but you
Your breath on my face
Your warm gentle kiss, I taste the truth
I taste the truth

We know what I came here for
So I won`t ask for more

I wanna be with you
If only for a night
To be the one whose in your arms
Who holds you tight
I wanna be with you
There's nothing more to say
There's nothing else I want more than to feel this way
I wanna be with you

So I`ll hold you tonight
Like I would if you were mine
To hold forever more
And I`ll saver each touch that I wanted
So much to feel before (To feel before)
How beautiful it is
Just to be like this

Oh baby
I can`t fight this feeling anymore
It drives me crazy when I try to
So call my name
Take my hand
Make my wish
Baby, your command?

Yeah
I wanna be with you
There's nothing more to say
There's nothing else I want more than to feel this way
(I wanna be) I wanna be with you (I wanna be with you)
I wanna be with you
Wanna be with you (Yeah)
(I wanna be with you) I wanna be
I wanna be with you
(I wanna be)
(I wanna be)
(I wanna be with you) Yeah
(I wanna be with you)
I wanna be, I wanna be baby
I wanna be
(I wanna be with you)

I wanna be with you, yeah
I wanna be with you
I wanna be with you

........................
i really wanna be with you, wanna hug you, i miss you. =)

stress+tired+pms

2009-04-03T21:43:00.001+08:00

= to not a very ok Diyana. =.=’’

im stressing coz final exams is coming. and we have 2 weeks of class left. This week i think should be the worst among all the weeks mayb…mayb not

let me list down on what things are needed to be done this week.

monday-nothing

tuesday- nothing

wednesday- discussion

thursday- speech, debate, dateline for assignment; law iii, full draft for term paper2

friday-physo’s assignment dateline….

although monday and tuesday seems nothing but all the preparation needs to be done during that two days wei……speech also im not tat fluent yet…discussion also havent really disscuss yet and debate….i dunno wad to talk bout i mean what are the points that can be used…..

lastly i think i am pms-ing…last time i pms i get angry but nowadays whn i pms…i get emo…sorry dear for having to layan me emo…. ><’’

seriously this week damn tired…especially after tuesday. actually its after wednesday that it became tiring and makes me tension shyts. First of all thursday i have my speech and debate evaluation…so great la got 2 thing that i need to prepare summore have to finish up the assignment as well…so the day start with speech, before goin to class, went to car, wan to start engine, cant start…..fuck…shyt…dunno wad to do…tats an addition point to my tension scale. thn rushed to class by taking the bus. lucky enough wasnt tat late la. speech was evaluated which i think i did badly…fucking scared la especially being evaluated and all.

after that, called my mum, thn my mum came with my bro to fix the car…and i had to rush to class for the debate thing…everything was a rush…tensionn….after all of these evaluation done…have to complete psychology assignment…damn tension dy, summore have to do assignment..ok la..layan la, buat la nak carry mark ma…wad can do…do dy….almost wan to finish but tot of editing summore la…tgk tgk, takde electric and it was like 12.40am dy…give up lor just go back to room and sleep lor but thank god around 1.05am electric was back on…can have a good nite sleep…

friiday morning was another whole story. the assignment apparently we have missed out something. so we had to rush and type those things out….using the computer in class whn there was a cfree time coz lecturer was not free…thank god for tat..rush rush rush…finally got to finish it..but much typing was done in the process…tiring duh! lepas tu….balik la rumah!!

luckyly i didnt go to port dickson for the motivation trip but mayb it is fun but i wouldn’t noe la. hope my frends have fun there….

untitled can?

2009-03-22T21:35:00.001+08:00

i’m ranting…no point reading if not interested in reading rants.

fck sien wei…i really wanna stone and do nothing wei…so sien wif life jor…wtf…i dunno wads wrong also…quite tired wif my own life…boleh ke i ckp cam tu? >.< i feel really tired no matter how much i rest and relax, times that i wan to sleep i cant sleep and times when i have to do my work i wan to sleep…dam with my life….ish..wads wrong with me?

im sick of going back to uitm, i sick of being alone at home, im sick of all the term papers, im sick of feeling lonely, im sick of not knowing wad i want or wad i want to do, i’m sick of me…. >_<

i have 2 more weeks of lecture excluding this week. cant wait for it to finish. i am already sien wif it…want it to be over wif asap…………fucking sien la…..I AM SIENNNNNNNNNN

i dunno wad i can do to make me not sien also….help is much needed….

i think to much…i hate tat…i dunno wad i think at times…SIEN ARhhh……tmr haf to go back uitm for another week…sighh……

summary of LAST WEEK,

i was “LUCKY” enough when i actually thought of like parking inside the hostel and to know that i got clamped the next morning…how lucky i am…wasted time and money to remove it…sien betul….and have to see these doubled face classmates who acts nice infront of u but kutuk u kao kao behind…superficial much…besides that been eating out most of the time last week so i guess this week budget la….drying on cash… >_<

what a week

2009-02-19T14:21:00.001+08:00

this week is a hell and the continuous week would be too i suppose or maybe even worse.

Let me start about Monday, first of all i was late to reach campus so i went straight to class with all my things in the car. thankfully i was not late. i know i should go back campus on Sunday night but i can’t really sleep at hostel la, i find it a bit hot here. =P

so yea, after class, was walking to the car to go for lunch, on the way to getting the car…i stepped on a hole and fell. lovely ain’t it? *sigh* i have a soft tissue injury at my right ankle and laceration wound on left knee…so i went to the Pusat Kesihatan to see the doctor to get some medicine and stuff as well as to get my medical leave…can’t walk properly la….

right now i’m still eating my anti-biotic to avoid infection at my laceration wound and wearing an ankle guard which does makes walking much easier for my right leg but going downstairs isn’t much better though.

and this week, i got really blur and all. there’s one time when i wanted to go to the toilet which i reminded myself to bring tissue along, somehow i didn’t and only realize it when i was half way towards the toilet…..*sigh* after that, i was getting ready to go out and decided not to bring my bag instead i just brought my purse and handphone and head down to my car only to realize i didn’t bring the car keys…had to climb up two floors again….*SIGH*

However on Tuesday, my luck probably didn’t change. after i bath and dried up, i was going to put some iodine on the wound and you know what? i drop and spilt the bottle of iodine…*sigh* my feet became yellow…hahaha… and i keep kicking or bump into things, like when i wanted to go to the toilet, i kick the leg of the bed frame…this is really bad…. *sigh*

That is that so far….will update more if there are more unwanted consequences that happens to me later…

xoxo, Dupz

rAwr

2009-01-30T23:00:00.001+08:00

i found out that RAWR is I LOVE YOU in monster language…lulz

here’s the proof

haha…

so RAWR to u, u noe who u r =D

wow

2009-01-30T22:55:00.001+08:00

this is superbly convenient for me..i mean i’m blogging using the Windows Live Writer

god bless this program…lulz. it makes blogging much easier wei….upload pic also damn easy……nice…i shall continue blogging using this application then…haha..i’m just too lazy…couldn’t help it coz blogger.com takes way too much of time to upload pics and to host it at different hosting website also takes time to upload and copy paste. Using this Windows Live Writer is much more faster, well for me it is =D

visit to palace of justice

2009-01-30T22:49:00.001+08:00

visit to the palace of justice or now known as istana kehakiman…[sry for the non caps n all..too lazy la]

it was on the 22th january 2009. woke up rather early to get ready and we left campus at 8am by bus to putrajaya tat is…

this is taken at 7.30am i think…we were early coz they said we were suppose to be at the meet point at 7.45am but then bus only came at 8am…so it was picture time…lulz

and this is in front of the istana kehakiman…like duh…taken like before we went in to have a tour around the huge building. However, i love the building’s design opposite the istana kehakiman…which i left u guys to fondle on at my previous post…hahaha

this is one in the museum in the istana kehakiman which is like a replica of how the inside of a court in the latter years.

this is in the library. yes there’s a museum and a library in the istana kehakiman…not just court rooms but also library…well for references for the lawyers la…lots of books and references indeed….lots of old books as well…><

this i think is also taken in museum for no apparent reason at all…just wanted to take a pic…lulz…real ntbd

last but not least a group pic with group A, B & C.. all three group went there together on the same day. so we took a pic together before leaving..

there’s a pic of my group but i have not received it from my classmates…screw it then… ><

i have to admit tat….

2009-01-30T20:35:00.001+08:00

i am in love….

hahahahaha…wadever…

so, my update is tat im in love yet again…hahaha…im hopelessly romantic i suppose.

and yes i miss u so much, i couldnt wait to see u again next week…

my holiday is coming to and end, boohoo…

gonna have activities in the campus this weekend…dunno wad to expect, and we’re gonna have prom nite asasi utim n kptm on sunday. which means i wont be home…cheh…but thn again…monday is a holiday if im not wrong coz its thaipusam…..

here’s a nice pic to fondle on…wakaka…cyaz

xoxo

Dupz

2009-01-27T17:23:00.001+08:00

i am bored and its chinese new year…how sad is it??

random?

2008-12-07T01:25:00.005+08:00

tis is utterly random la...haha..

random#1
ok, so like in this hallway or door, there's this particular individual or prolly a group of ppl, they haf to haf to stand in between, in the middle on the hallway or the door...
i mean, u want to stop n chat or stone, go to the side or to the corner la
u pretend like u own the hallway or the door. i mean ppl still need to pass through the door, its not like u r permeable u noe..sheesshhh -__-

random#2
oh and crap man...
15th i haf to get the pin to register for uni.
thn 18th my exam results coming out *faints* i also dunno how did i do for that exams...dunno whether i put the wrong article number for the different thing..like wad i did stupidly for my test...instead of the 9th schedule, i put the 8th schedule dgn bangganya...shesshh...if not can get higher mark dy.... T_T

random#3
some of u may noe, some of u may not noe.
that is that somehow my house got lots of cats around..stray cats kay..and some loves to give birth around my house compound.
just recently there's another cat gave birth at the porch area...its kinda stink...
i think i should b a gud girl n wash the porch area..but i am lazzzyyy -_-
oh the cat gave birth to 4 cuteeee kittens...hahaha...but ish, they shit around -_-

random#4
i really hate that my allowance from the kementerian is banked into bank islam...y cant bank into other bank la..its like hard to find a bank islam's atm machine k..the bank itself also only located at certain area only...........grrr

random#5
i haf the eager to go shopping...but i dunno wad the hell am i shopping for..
like wad kind of clothes i wan...i dun really noe...sometimes i dont get anything or found anything, i get frustrated. but thn it's the way i shop, i dont really haf a real matlamat of wad i wan to buy, i just go shopping and i see something that catches my attention thn i will either try it or convince myself to get it or there wont be another time that u will find this thing....ok i noe i am weird.. -_-

no more randoms for today...
my england suk...
gud nite -_-

Assumptions

2008-11-30T00:18:00.001+08:00

sure assumptions are good.
but assumptions never get u anywhere.

scientifically hypothesis are not acceptable unless it is liable to the conclusion.
same goes for assumptions.

peace out ^^

u noe wad?

2008-11-29T20:49:00.003+08:00

hmm...
i overly think too much that i hate myself for thinking way too much...

grrrr

sometimes, i just wish i could just get away to another country and start a new life, get to noe new ppl, learn new things and culture and not be confined in this clutter of mess.

sometimes i really wish i am not wad i am rit now. wadever la.

i really feel like isolating myself. like really...i mean i really didnt have the effing mood to talk to anyone. i just felt like....screaming "LEAVE ME ALONE"
sorry to those who i sometimes never reply ur sms...sorry bangat.

everyone around me sometimes terasa so much...fuck wif it...
wan type fuck also so hard meh? =.=

rit now really. i dun giv a fuck. i aint great. i aint a saint. so screw with it.

wanna go public...oh hell yea...i can do public...
i dunno was it really necessary for u to put it on the blog.
i mean seriously? wah... perluka? [trase nk blog blm bhs melayu plak]
ntah la i pn tak ksah sgt
tp nak kte x skt ati,
skt ah gak
tp nak wat cmne...
dh trse skt.
tp mcm kte2 org dulu alah bisa tegal biase ^^

seriously i nvr talk wad i feel like talking out lor
like luahkan wad i really wan to luahkan
so here goes nothing...
x brtmbg rse... [screw it la..gonna rojak-kan my entry la]
but thn i mmg no feeling wan to go on trip wan
and from wad i can rmbr la, u guys decided to go penang only come to discuss a lil bit wif us lo.

for the money part...
u clearly noe tat 2 ppl cant go dy but like still like on the fence, k la i give u the benefit of the doubt la.
but u clearly said regardless im going o not i must get the ticket..
fine la i got it wad..its wad u wanted.
settle la
u said must get tat amount..i got tat amount so u haf to pay me tat amount la..
wad now? u say u will handle it if im not goin so yea...
im just reminding u ppl bout my money
i effingly took out my money from the atm machine to actually get the tix...i am broke ok...obviously i am trying to get the money back asap la.
if anyone in my shoes they would haf done the same thing la. i think i didnt push too over dy lor...u wan me to push to the max over i can wan..but i still have mercy ok.
dont try me ok

i really not in the mood for the trip just so u noe..
and im repeating it again...

im free? but im not as free as u are whn u were free... eff man

anyways...enjoy ur trip.
and yea im sorry to back out coz even if i go for the trip i think i wont enjoy it and it would just be meaningless and i would only waste my OWN money

arrrghhhhh

2008-11-23T19:18:00.002+08:00

ok...
I'm really a slow reader...
i still havent finish reading twilight..

i cant wait for teh movie. although the actor for Edward Cullen is not as HAWT as describedd in the book but wad the heck...i cant wait to watch it...

ok..i am really procrastinating when wanting to read the book... =.=

dunno wad to blog la...

....

suppose to sleep

2008-11-23T00:06:00.003+08:00

haha i wanted to sleep but i'm not...lol

last few days i posted a pic of my tiny little desk in my hostel room which was filled wif stuff at the beginning of the semester.
and i promise to post a pic of the same desk when i had a test...
so here it is
it is taken from where i am sitting and studying la of course xP

oh and the coke is... xP
i had McD for dinner... ^^

haha it is still filled with stuff..hahaha the blue book is the Federal Constitution btw In BM would be the Perlembagaan Malaysia... ><

below is...
is how many times i had to take the RapidKL to class...swt
still got more lor i think....
but dunno where i think...
who cares... xP
the money also spent dy...

This would be my classmate...
he can just take my phone and camwhore..
this is the evidence..
he noes my phone is cybershot...tats y ambik je n camwhore... ><"

evidence #2
this was at one of our classmate's house for an open house..
he requested for my phone to camwhore... lol
really nothing better to do

and lastly
this special cake was bought and brought to class by our BEL260 lecturer, Pn Zauyah (if i spelled ur name wrongly i am truly deeply sorry)
secret recipe summore :drools: haha
it was our last class with her for the semester and we might not get her for the next semester..
so we kinda did a farewell thing... ^^
it was nice la

was thinking...

2008-11-22T23:37:00.004+08:00

Now playing: Funhouse; Pink

i keep ranting bout stuff which is worthless, utterly meaningless and useless..
why would u ppl want to read?
hahah

Now playing: Bad Influence; Pink

i dem lazy to upload pictures u noe,
u haf to wait for it to load...
effing slow la...
just wish can drag n drop the pics in here...hahaha...
i am tat dam lazy
yes i am
^_^

hmm...was thinking
dude...i really think too much...aiseh

oh ya...
was thinking of finding another blog space/ host
i mean like wordpress or livejournal or something else
i mean a host which has an easier way to upload pictures...
hmmm
anyone up to recommend me any host??
for the moment mayb i'll be stuck wif blogspot la..
kinda bored dy...

time to waste time ma ^^
wordpress cant haf tagboard...ala...
see how la....

oh..i just found out both wordpress n livejournal i got acc there dy wan...hahaha....just to wait for me to use only...hahahaha..i am lame -.-''

Now playing: Please Don't Leave Me; Pink

i am still not sure whether i am ready...
11.45pm dy now
i think i should head to bed la..
or not...
wadever la..

nite
xoxo Dupz

....

2008-11-22T23:14:00.003+08:00

beware: this is utterly rants of unamusement...lol got such word?? hmmm why would i care?? :P

i also dunno what is there to say
i am so bored...
im finding the purpose of life..
i really need to find things to do
other thn just being on9
or read fiction books
i need to get out more
find a new hobby...
i should really work...

omg...holiday really sucked whn frens of urs are not as free as u are
and it also sucks whn u are broke...wtf
although i noe i got my money in my bank acc but i dont wan to touch it...
its for rainy days man... ><

i do really need to find a job...swt

i actually googled my nickname - Dupicalz
haha i found out tat experi3nc3 blogged bout me...hahaha
nothing severely annoying or embarrassing la
haha...apakan la not my hometown la my dad's hometown is near ur house...
apakan...hahaha xP

Pikom Pc Fair is coming..
next month from 12th till 14th to be precise.
sighh..
bored laaa...

twilight is showing soon...on the 27th...
i wanna watchhh....omg...cant wait
but must finish the book first...must! -.-
i noe la i now only wan to read
and most of u read it already... >< dun brag la =.=

i am still listening to songs from Pink's new album
i am addicted to the song called 'Ave Mary A', 'Boring', 'It's all your fault' and also 'Crystal ball' ohhh... and 'Funhouse'
i might consider buying the album..
but heck...i think i might not..hahahaha
dun wan to waste money on tat yet...
i think i better use tat money buy more clothes...

hahaha...
i need more clothes for next sem ler...
><
like kekurangan baju to wear... -.-''
padahal got alot also la..dun wan to wear only... ><

i dunnooo wad to doooooooooooooooooo
so siennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
urrgghhhhhhhhh

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
nite

hahaha

2008-11-22T22:43:00.002+08:00

i cant stop listening to Pink's song for her new album...its dem nice....ehem...my bday coming near dy..ehemm...buy for me la ya.. *nudge nudge*
haha...i dont mean u dear =p i mean those who had gone to the same school wif me for several years... ^_^

just a thought...

2008-11-21T22:45:00.006+08:00

i dunno why i can think so much...
think n think n think
until can get moody..
but i can't help myself...
i am just weird...
sighh...

i dunno how can a guy love a girl so deeply thn all of a sudden he can just love another girl in a matter of weeks or months? i mean how? dont u guys need to heal first? i mean how come u are so sure that u love the new girl? how come u guys can just change ur feelings and be so affectionate wif another girl...i just cant succumb to think that in such short time a man could just change his decision on who to love...

i dunno wad the hell...

2008-11-21T22:39:00.002+08:00

I also dunno wad is wrong with me. Just got back from Melaka..
i feel like got something wrong with me...
mayb i just haf an overload of emotions..
memories flooded my head whn i was in melaka?

emo abit la...
i also dunno why

just now whn reach kl dy,
my mum wan to go giant..
fine lor...i really wanted to reach home and crash on the bed or just stone in front of the comp dy...
dunno why la...so no mood... =(

really no mood lor
just now go buy newspaper and a mag total is rm7.30
i paid the guy rm10.30
thn i wan to ciao dy...totally forgot to take my balance
the guy also say hey..ur change la...
i also swt n pai seh there....

adui...i think i need to go rest la...dunno wad is wrong also..

gudnite all... X_X

After soo long

2008-11-17T23:32:00.007+08:00

After so long, i have actually finished my first semester in UiTM this year and I have yet to blog about my place there, my classroom, my room, and all..yea...i will blog about it rit now i suppose.. ^^

First off, here is my room at my hostel...

it is shared wif 4 ppl..yeah...but its ok...

u can see that i haf alot of stuff ^^ tat's just me...but hey, i'm not the only ones who haf lots of stuff k....

the far corner there is my ever so ~~lovely~~ small table which is filled wif stuff..well that was at the beginning of the semester...i will post a view of the table whn i had to study for my test...hehehe...

well this is random...me being bored and early for class...this is actually a bench outside of class for us nerds who cames to class too early...lol ><

just wanted to post it up coz it looks nice ^^

here is one of the block where my usual classes is held but hahaha i was taking at the opposite side of where i was standing which is facing the toilet and the back of me is the classes...lol...salah tempat nak ambik gambar la....too bad xP

here is a pic of one of my class from the back view..dunno wad to say bout it also...
but basically it gets really cold after sitting in tat class for 2 hours... ><''

that is all for now...i'm off to melaka...which i had not agreed o going...i start to hate places which ehem..nvm....forced to go coz mum asked to...but just for 1 nite...tolerate lor....sighh....

watch this

2008-11-16T23:19:00.000+08:00

I was really bored yday.. and someone asked me to watch this

it's entertaining ler...haha funny too ^^

Damn

2008-11-16T17:27:00.001+08:00

my last post and previous ones was emo much...wtf...
and it was like so long ago...i am soo lazy to blog huh? haha..i will resume blogging soon, after i eat my late lunch & early dinner ^^

till then..ciao ^^

sigh

2008-10-04T01:08:00.001+08:00

my heart was taken or stolen by someone and given back to me in broken pieces... :(

I'm not so sure

2008-09-27T02:03:00.003+08:00

Let's talk bout today.
Morning, semangat go to school, lepak in school...
say hi to any teacher we meet...
haha...was nice la...
thn lepak talk talk...laugh laugh...
thn jalan jalan in jusco....
i bought a magazine n a story book..
now i start to read story books...
just to take my mind of things...

i dunno la..
but tat moment from the morning, till i get back home to get ready for yam cha at bangsar...i was fine.
i felt like i can just let it go...
i felt like not san fu anymore...
i felt like, dun need to care liao la...dun care la...

but dunno why, whn go yam cha dy...
those feeling came back...
why?
I dont effing noe man.
i feel like i cant let go again..
feel san fu, i see him on9
but i am not talking to him,
makes me feel more hati tak senang...

i noe la,
i should think so much,
i should relax,
i am still young..still got chance,
still got many fishes in the sea,
it's already over...try to get over it..
i noe i should,
i noe i must,
but i still need the time to do so...
i am not heal yet...
i dunno whether i cant let go, or
i cant have the feeling of no1 to talk to, or wad??
i dun effing noe...i dunnooooo T_T

if u guys got watch Moonlight Resonance,
this song

愛不疚 [Oi Bat Gau] [Love Without Regrets] - Raymond Lam
will always be played when the guy have to let go of the girl but somehow he wishes there is till another chance bcoz both of them still likes each other but have to fan hoi coz of certain circumstances...somehow i think i am in like tat kind of situation...but i dunno la...mayb i just describe it wrongly, u have to see the show to understand....

2008-09-21T23:36:00.002+08:00

lalala...

rants i shall say..
last week, hehe drove to kolej on thurs..so on thurs went out to eat...ate nandos...
ok...
the part i wan to say was not the eating part...oh if u were wondering, i was eating wif my roommates.
okok...the part i wanna rant about it...i wore short sleeves...ok...u see whn i go out of uitm it was ok...whn i wanted to go back, they stopped me...ok....i wondered why...thn the guard told me, tak bleh pakai short sleeve...i was like shiaattt...kena la warning.... =.=
moral of the story bawak la jaket maser kuar....hahahaha

tis coming 25th i got my speaking test...holy shiat...i cant speak wei...although u see me rant and sumtimes can go so hyper talking...but whn it comes to speaking test doing task A and task B...i am utterly blank...0.o weird huh? i noe...lalalala.....

lalala..next week raya which means no more puasa...hehe...so fast...sigh...after raya, datelines of assignments, tests, finals.....*faints* i have not been studying ler....wad will happen to me...aiyooooo...how to take the test and finals....sighhh

wad is right wad is wrong...wad i wan wad i dont wan..I DONT FREAKING KNOW!!
its just so hard..at first i wan it thn i dont wan it, at first i care bout it thn i dont care...wads next?? y does everything have to be so complicated?? gila la...hidup gembirakan bagus? tapi kenapa nak hidup gembira itu sungguh susah?? ><

2008-09-13T23:40:00.003+08:00

you guys might feel like tis blog is dead but actually i hav been updating but never wanted to publish it...i just kept it as draft as i feel like its too personal for me to post it up...

to be honestly honest, i am not doing tat well this few weeks. reasons why? i shall keep it to myself

my semester like very short ler...2 weeks after raya, final exam for sem1 thn after the exam...semester end lor...the exams roughly around 1-2 weeks...means beginning of november my semester1 end jor...i started begining of july...so its like only 4-5months only...so fast... :D
even some of my lectures has finish...end of chapter...swt le..so fast...

dunno wad to update summore ler.....

i suppose i have to say tat i am now single... :(

2008-09-07T22:46:00.001+08:00

愛不疚 [Oi Bat Gau] [Love Without Regrets] - Raymond Lam

damn it

2008-09-03T08:44:00.003+08:00

now only i noe the source of ads pop-up once u open my blog is from my cbox...-.-
i am not in computer lab...now i dunno wanna recreate a new cbox or delete all the msges in cbox or get a new tagboard...
was thinking of shoutmix......but wad difference does it make?? ><
stupid la....malas la...
wait till i get back home
bare with me with the pop-up ads... =.=

2008-09-01T18:32:00.003+08:00

omg...another week of college n class....i wonder wads in store for me...so no mood to go class. -.-
ssiiiggghhhhhh~~~~~~~~~~~~
next week whn i come if i come back, i'll post pics of my room n class.....hehe, hope i will be rajin to post la xD

2008-09-01T18:30:00.001+08:00

damn long never listen to jay chou's song...hahahaha
just wanted to rant...
am listening to jay chou's Ye Qu..i noe la, old song but i prefer old song thn the newer songs XP

What about now?

2008-08-31T16:46:00.002+08:00

"What About Now"

Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love, it never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

What About Now - Daughtry

My life so far...part 1

2008-08-29T18:32:00.008+08:00

[Now playing : The Man Who Can't Be Moved ; The Script]

I have not been updating bout my life so far. there were ups and downs, been really stressed out.
Especially this week. Last Sunday when i decided to go back hostel on Monday morning, i received a text from my class rep saying that we have MTC038 test on Monday at 8.30pm. Yes 8.30pm coz we had to replace one of the class which we canceled earlier on the month.I was like fuck shyt! coz my notes for MTC038 is in my hostel room. But I was determined not to go back hostel...hehe...degil dan manja kot.. xD
I like my own bed ma...couldnt resist it...lol

[Now playing: There's nothing ; Sean Kingston]

So, when i got back hostel on monday morning, i was in a rush to get hold of my notes and study......test was crap shyt... T_T

on Tuesday, my another lecturer told us during mass lecture that we are goin to have the test for this subject during tutorial...tutorial is on Wednesday..this time is MTC012..another pening kepala...sighh...T_T
why la all last min tell us, and why la i last min only study....summore got FIRE DRILL AT 12 MIDNITE...

Wednesday pulak...giler la, BEL313 lecturer told us to hand in ur outline of assignment2 by friday....@_@ aku dahla baru jumpa sikit information je.......@_@
TERPAKSALA go to library after test.....cari punya cari...tak cukup time, member nak blah..dahla hujan...ish ish ish...

[Now Playing : The Little Things ; Colbie Caillat]

Thursday terpaksala pergi library again from 4pm till roughly around 6.30pm. find all the information i could possibly get. then try to type out the outline of the assignment abit but didnt finish it......TERPAKSALAH sambung at room by borrowing my roommates laptop. Started to continue the outline around 9.30pm by the time i finished around 11.20pm, CC closed, gate tutup, TERPAKSALAH pergi bilik classmate yg ada printer utk tolong print....sigh....

dem tiring la.........with all these test, MIDNITE fire drill, and assignments... fuuhhh >_<''

sighh

2008-08-19T12:35:00.003+08:00

this is suppose to be my break...
but i feel like its not a break to relax
but a break to catch up,
read up,
finish up all my assignments

i got these whole assignments to do;
~~mao zedong stuff~~(19/8/08-4am)
transsexual rights
bumiputera rights
article bout prostitution

and i have to study for my test after my break...=(
havent start yet...
why so no life wan...
T_T

edit: i haf a test on monday and i only got to noe today, which is sunday...yay me.. :(

10pm

2008-08-17T21:58:00.003+08:00

i am addicted to the song entitled The Man Who Can't Be Moved by The Script

The Man Who Cant Be Moved.mp3 - The Script

sooooo nice...lol. mayb it's just me since it's an alternative song...nice la...
cant help listening to it everyday...

the band is from the UK, tats y not so famous yet..hehe...

today i did nothing...lol
seriously,
i am at home the whole entire day. i should really go out man....

feel like rottin at home...tis is no gud!! NO GUD!!
should i go melaka visit him
or go penang find my mum...
hmm.....
wad to do...

i should be finding for information for my assignments...
but wad the fuck, i haven't start anything yet...

i have to find info bout human rights for the transsexual ppl...
omg, help me??!!
i am sick of hearing HUMAN RIGHTS...
wad more Bumiputera's right...
omg, tat one, havent start yet summore....aiyooooooooo

i have another group presentation bout special rights for bumiputeras....that's not fun...
=(

i'm trying to blog wadever that comes out of my mind rit now...
hahaha...so this entry is really nonsense
i should do this more often... =D

haha,
i actually WATCHED THE BADMINTON MATCH
so sad, Malaysian lost... =(
but u wan to compare wif China meh?
they train 24/7, how to compare wif us
summore LCW look so nervous n drained out...
well at least we got the silver... xD

i cant imagine i actually watched the match...hahahahahaha...
i am not a sports person, so this is like a weird thing for me...lol

i WAN TO DYE MY HAIR
should i should i not??
i am sure my parents won't agree...
haha i will wait till my sem break..
now i am having my mid-sem break for 1 week..
i will visit the saloon soon...
not to get a dye but to get a trim xD

i have not trim my hair since the day i got my bob hairstyle..
lol
must remind myself to get a trim...lol
aiyoo...
i still got another thing which i forgot to do...

i NEED TO CALL MY DENTIST
hehe...almost 2 months since i visit my dentist...hehehe
ebil me...
i shall remind myself to visit my dentist this week...

wah...next month fasting month dy...
damn so fast...........

cant think of wad to crap...
will continue later...
mayb i will talk bout my college life,
my life rit now...
wad i feel...
hoho...so serious topic..
lazy to touch..
stay tuned xD xD

swt...

2008-08-17T17:24:00.002+08:00

i just realize that i got 2 assignments to do...
which 1 is about an argumentative essay which my group decided to do about transsexual.
and
another assignment where we have to find articles which have reasons and objections, and topic that is goin to be done is bout prostitution....

why la both also so sexual wan?? =.='''''

lalala

2008-08-16T23:55:00.000+08:00

Mid-sem break....for 1 week

1 word to describe,
BORING!!!

might update on my blog bout stuff...
but later on, not now... =D

tag

2008-07-26T17:49:00.002+08:00

was tagged by her ^^

Name: Diyana
Sisters: 0
Brothers: 3
Shoe size: 5 +/-
Height : 162cm

Where do you live: KL

Favourite drinks: water
Favourite breakfast: cereal...

Have you ever been on a plane?:Yes
Swam in the ocean : Yes
Fallen asleep at school : Yes
Broken someone’s heart: not sure
Fell off your chair : can't recall
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: i think i did.......
Saved e-mails: yes

What is your room like : there's furniture....lol
What’s right beside you: my fone, pencil case, notes....
What is the last thing you ate: pizza....
Ever had chicken pox: nope
Sore throat: yea
Stitches: nope
Broken nose: nope

Do you believe in love at first sight: not sure
Like picnics: mayb
Who was the last person you danced with:..... ?
Last made you smile: yoe swee jo
You last yelled at:my brain which could not stop thinking...[weird? i noe... =P]

Today did you:
Talk to someone you like: nope
Kissed anyone: nope
Get sick: i feel like my temp is rising...as in i might b getting fever
Talk to an ex: nope
Miss someone: yes
Eat: yes

Best feeling in the world: overjoyed and feel like u r on top of the world?....
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: nope
What’s under your bed: things
Who do you really hate: my alter ego?
What time is it now?: 5.27pm

Random:
Is there a person who is on your mind now : yes
Do you have any siblings: yes
Do you want children: yes, when i'm married
Do you smile often: not really
Do you like your hand-writing: i guess so
Are your toe nails painted: nope
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: anyone's as long it is not filthy

What color shirt are you wearing now: white...
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday: at home getting ready to go out?
I can’t wait till: i'm done with my pre-u and out of uitm
When did you cry last : few hours ago..
Are you a friendly person: depends
Do you have any pets: used to
Where is the person you have feelings for right now?: 100km++ away....in another state...
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?: yes

Do you sleep with the TV on?: nope
What are you doing right now?: wasting time n listening to songs
Have you ever crawled through a window?: nope
Can you handle the truth?: see wad kind of truth
Are you too forgiving?: yes but can keep grudges
Are you closer to your mother or father?: mom?
Who was the last person you cried in front of?: mom?
How many people can you say you’ve really loved?: i dunno......-.-

Do you eat healthy?: i dun think so
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?: nope
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?: yes..but whn im alone....-.-
If you’re having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?: mostly i keep it to myself but at times my best frens
Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: quiet
Are you confident?: depends...

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:

* learning ballet?
* in primary school
* running around
* never knew wad is it to be emo
* very cheerful?

5 things on my to-do list today:

* pack my stuff
* study on my notes
* print out my notes
* print out my new timetable
* find for more info for notes

5 snacks I enjoy:

* ice cream
* chocolate
* cake
* famous amos.. =D
* biscuits.....?

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:

* donate to the needy
* travel
* make organization to aid the suffering
* ....
* ........

5 of my bad habits:

* stubborn
* lazy
* sleep too much
* analyze things far too much
* think too much................

5 people to tag:
anyone who wans to do...

This weekend

2008-07-20T19:48:00.002+08:00

i came back home...
and decided to go yam cha wif swee, yoe n joa but unfortunately joa cant come.. =(
nvm there's still some other time..

we were unable to decide where to go yam cha since me and yoe havent eat dinner....
so we end up in leisure mall eating mr. teppanyaki...

after eating, we went for a midnite movie...
it was a girls day out..haha those in the cinema are all couples -.-
and we watched The Dark Knight..

What a wrong movie for me to watch..
since i am coulrophobic...[go google it to find out wad it is..]
i noe it may seem silly but yea i am phobic of it...
summore got soo many clown scene...sheeessshhh

while waiting for the movie to start, we went to pasar malam...hehe
we wanted to get shoes coz it look nice..but end up didnt lor... =(
...........

on saturday, we went to mid valley....
suppose to shop but plan phailed....
..........................
dunno wad to write...
no pics...
wadever la

i'm goin back hostel in an hour... T_T

and i wonder whn am i gonna meet u again?? T_T

xoxo Dupz,
till next week..whn i'll be back home..

love u =)

im goin back...=(

2008-07-13T21:07:00.002+08:00

i'm writing this before leaving for hostel...dunno when i will be able to come on9...
hehe..mayb during comp & info processing class...gg
but anyways...
just wanna say that i'll be leaving my house and back to my hostel once again...

i'm gonna miss the internet... =(
cya guys around..

xoxo Dupz...

i miss u

2008-07-13T17:04:00.004+08:00

i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i really miss u darling.................................................................................

i love u <3

Tag

2008-07-13T00:19:00.002+08:00

1.What do you want the most now?
To see my mum and my dear T_T

2.Who is the person you trust the most?
i dunno....

3. Are you in love?
yea..

4.If you have a dream come true..
my life wouldn't be ~~miserable~~ so sad

5.Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
yea...but does this question haf an inner meaning?? hmm

6.What's your goal for this year?
score well in my first semester

7.Do you believe in eternity?
maybe

8.Have you ever broken a person's heart that he/she wanted to commit suicide?
no

9.What feeling do you love the most?
when u feel like you are being showered with love from ur loved ones...

10.What are the requirements for your other half?
to be there for me, tolerate me, makes me happy whn im emo -.- and most importantly loves me xD

11.What kind of feeling do you hate the most?
the emptiness or loneliness u feel in ur heart...

12.Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
Yes

13.What do you want to do in the future?
be a successful person...

14.What is the most important thing in your life?
my parents?

15. How did you feel last night?
emptiness? i miss my darling...........................

16.Who do you hope to be always there for you?
my darling and my mum.....

17.When do you think the world will end?
i dont noe

18.The world ends tomorrow.What will you do?
tell the ppl i care that i love them

19.What do you think of the person that tagged you?
nobody tagged me actually..but i got it from swee...
wad i think bout swee? very nice girl...she can be there for u anytime u need a person to talk to... xD

20.What do you want to know right now?
i wan to be wif my darling...hahaha...no la right now i wan to go to sleep...

Then add 4 people in your list and list them out at the end of the post.
Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged! =)

i'm not gonna force anyone to do...

second impression on this tag: just to take my mind away from things

....

2008-07-12T23:57:00.004+08:00

.....

The first week I was in my college,
it was the hardest...i thought i could handle it and be strong but i couldnt...
i miss my mum...and my dear...i really do
the two person i love most rit now which i would seldom see tat is my mom and my dear..
my heart aches, the loneliness i felt, the emptiness,
coz i could not see them everyday...

i do haf frends there, i have good roommates, but somehow, even with enormous amount of people surrounding me, i still feel lonely...i just do...i dunno why...
at times i just feel like isolating myself and clear my thought...

although i try to be strong but i just wan to break down, i wan a shoulder to cry...but i never show that i need one...

there's more that i wan to write...but dunno how to put it into words...i feel so emo when i have to go back there...
i am not happy that i have to stay there and not being able to see my mum everday...i miss her...call me a baby...but i miss my mum...

Heys

2008-07-11T17:39:00.003+08:00

I'm still alive and kicking...haha
This week is my first week being in lecture room and going to my faculty...
just so you know, my faculty and my hostel is far away..
and at times i have to walk to class bcoz the bus is filled with students...
and i am not into packing myself into the sardine in the bus... xD

well the walk to my class from my hostel will take at least 15mins...it may seem like very near, mid u UiTM Shah Alam is very hilly...

I have to climb the hill..
for those who might noe the where abouts in uitm shah alam.
i stay in Kolej Kediaman Mawar...walk through kolej teratai, delima n perindu...then only cempaka..which most of my class is there...quite far ler

why the hell i dont bring car?
coz those staying in and mostly first year haf to stay in...cant bring any sort of vehicle to the campus..
but u see la, imagine every student bring a car...how to park...not enough parking ler...
kesian the campus also la...

so wad to do..i hav to either jalan kaki or naik the sardine bus...or pay the rapidkl..
oh yes, we haf rapidkl in our campus which could bring us out to seksyen2...which will cost rm1 la...

wad i'll do is in the morning i'll take the rapidkl and whn i want to go back to hostel, i will take the rapidkl as well...even if i have to wait for the bus awhile...coz i wan to use my rm1 to the fullest ma... xP

and and...if u guys are free on wed...come find me...
im free after 12.30pm...come find me la... xP
besides that i am also free on friday after 10.30am
so yea...give me a call... xD

currently i am at home...
i cant go on9 at college coz i dont have a laptop *sigh*
unless i culik my mum's punya... xP
but nvm i will bertahan first... xD

u must be wondering if i bring laptop can on9 ker? got wifi ker
yes there is wifi in my college in my room got..
but i have to register....
i'll register la when i got the laptop there....rit now dun haf so nvm lor

Part of my room

2008-07-06T23:10:00.002+08:00

Tat's my table in my room..yes it is small..Haha

I'm leaving....

2008-06-28T02:01:00.002+08:00

haha reminds me of Jesse McCartney's Leaving...lol

i just finish packing all my stuff that i wan or need to bring except for a laptop -.-''

i'm leaving my home which is my comfort zone to my new hostel(well old hostel but a new place for me) in UiTM Shah Alam...so if u were happen to be there...ring me up!! xD

and i was suppose to update bout PD trip but i think it is too late dy la...coz i will leave tmr as in 6hours time...how to update..anyways...can read, Joa's blog or Swee's blog or even Yoe's blog for the update since i cant blog bout it now....

i noe i should be sleeping now...
since my registring hours for tmr is around 8.30am till 4.30pm

might be going early...hmmm....
i am soo gonna be lack of sleep tmr..

caffeine i shall need tmr...
i dun wan to leave my house....nooooo

dont wanna leave my pc...haihs
i cant imagine myself not being on9...aiyoo......so sad =(

i wan to rant la..
i feel nervous dei...i scared dei...
aisyohhh.....why got this kind of feeling one...i feel like killing my inner conscious la..

i certainly gonna miss the hours i spend chatting on9
i will also miss see-ing ppl i care on9..
aiyo..gonna miss spamming la.....

i must go sleep now...almost 3am dei...tmr i sure kong liao..
need to clean the room summore...fuhh..
i wonder wad my day will be like tmr....
i am soo ranting......
lalala...
ok la...
i will stop here.

anyone who misses me.. xD
feel free to msg me, call me, 3g me, email me, anything la..but dont write me a letter la.coz might sure lost in mail wan...ahahaha....
can also leave a msg here...got time i sure read wan..or got chance sure read one..

xoxo Dupz.

Pictures... =D

2008-06-23T20:48:00.015+08:00

Ok, reminiscing again..haha. I just missed old times la. Since I'm kind of transitioning to a new phrase soon. So, I'm missing the things that had happened. So here are some old pics i wished to share when I was browsing my picasa =D

My class picture 5sc Beta of 2007. To be honest, i miss the class except for the dude at the back right..lol no offense xP
[try to spot me =D]
(ehem I miss the people of 5sc Beta of 2007 but not the classroom, coz the damn classroom is so humid and hot...take exam also no peace, keep sweating -.-'')
and i remember i was always the last 1 in the row and Jo is the 1st in the row xD

This was during our Form4's Pameran PJ..It's a nice pic (don't ask)
Haha, tricking juniors into taking pic with the school swimmer...classic la =P
Haha...I didn't have the pic of Gengkis Khan..lol

Last day of school for Form5 before SPM...very tiring day...hahaha
pic taken from above..by who ah?? 0.o

WTF??...
ppl busy moving tables, u go take my pic... -_-''

Playing UNO will never be the same with this guy...hahaha...
whats with the fan?? he was tired moving tables...xD and trying to be bollywood-ish?

That thing they are doing is called the Hakka dance. performed by the VI's prefect during our prefect's gathering 2007.
[Notice half way, one of the juniors got scared and stand up xD]

Tat is Swee..I didn't know we are capable of sitting in/on the locker xD
and yes we have lockers and it was suppose to be outside the classroom.

Souvenir for St. John Ambulance's gathering..
I like the colour..I still have it in my room...xD Juh Yan...u should be proud that i still keep it k =D

On the way to the dewan...walking up the hill with heels aint fun kay. Remember that!
taken while walking...haha..tat's why it's blur..actually it looks nicer blurish hehe

Our "Group Study" Session
[Cute Thush Love Sexy Chew]-vertebral column (seriously don't ask)
first we had to drive down to leisure mall to pick up the dude.. thn start study at Jo's place.
after few hours...hmm...bored la...wanna get books? xD
and look wad we end up having in our hands? Starbucks le..no books u see *grins*

First ever ice-cream fondue...YUM!
and wx had to play with the balls...and dropped it on the table..and melt..like melted shit. =P
some1 went ooo there's fire down there -.-''

One Last Group pic wif Kaylynn before Kaylynn leave for Aussie...more like camwhore session but in a group...haha..
i still remember the "Hey what's that?" and successfully fooled the 2 Caucasian guys that passed by

This is a nice desert...
enough said =D

Aftermath of VI IUNite...hehe
I <3 Starbucks
(but not as much as my geek =P)

typical la.....haha
...and NO we didnt put our rubbish there to take the pic k..

this looks like some postcard pic..haha...

toilet pic! Camwhore-ing...pre riding the eye of Malaysia
we all look different now....
Post riding the eye of Malaysia
why that pose? no idea...i like the wheel la..so bright...haha

why in the world my eyes are closed? -.-''
but it's a nice pic =P
this is when we are on the eye of Malaysia...very the jakun that time...0.o

That is me trying to take a pic of a group of "lala" wif the eye of Malaysia as the background.
It is without me knowing, my lovely friends took a pic of me taking pic of them. I was trying to fit the whole damn wheel in the pic la...not like some pak cik who didnt bother..ish -_-

During VI IUNite...
I dunno wad is goin on in her head...emo? or freaked out coz the guy approched us i mean her?? hmm
or just plain posing? xD
while waiting for the ceremony to start...we CAMWHORE!! xP
waited like shyt la...waste of time only -_-

I became a bunny...*hops away*

and so did Swee...hahaha...got more la but lazy laaa...
since she was the Bday girl, i put her pic and tis IS my blog, i put mine...ahaha

CNY...cool CNY wei...xD
cant find the house...coz we didnt look the other side..smart rit..lol

I like this mini statue thingie in Disneyland..
i took the initiative to stop and take a pic means it's nice la..lol
but i dunno which character is tat..Cinderella?

I lined up to take pic kay..so i wan to post it..coz i like ah...xD
and i still wonder if the Minnie is a girl in there...

And Lastly, SC's 4th gathering?? first time i joined their gathering, and first time see my geek<3 ♥
(tat is not done by me..credits to Alexa..not me)

[that's all for now...can't come up with anything funny la...i am really dry in humor these days]

Alumni

2008-06-23T19:45:00.003+08:00

What the heck, although I don't really bother bout this. But somehow I just want to spread it?...hmm..

There's this blog for BBGS as well as SBU's alumni. To join or not it's up to you guys. I'm just spreading the love y'all...

The Blog

Prior to my previous post

2008-06-23T19:02:00.004+08:00

I have to admit that I am contradicting my own values these days. I have vowed not to do somethings I don't want to but heck, I could not resist. Call me hypocrite. I Don't Care. =P
I have said that I will not continue blogging, but somehow someway I can't can't blog. I'm just too bored sitting at home.
I might as well continue blogging till I start my studies. The sole reason why I changed my mind is because, this is the one source for me to update my friends and prolly family by any chance bout my studies or my life...so yea...I'm going to continue blogging...yay me xD

you know what?

2008-06-10T00:08:00.002+08:00

I think I should just stop blogging. Because I don't really see the point of me blogging. I don't blog much, I don't share my real inner most thoughts, I don't really blog about what I'm feeling, or how depress I am or how fucked up I feel.

I see no point at all of having this blog. Do you ever see me open up? I don't even talk about what I really feel in real life, what makes me or you people out there think that I would in my blog which is free for the whole entire world to read and gasp about.

Ya..Ya I should open up, talk more. Fuck with that man, call me individualistic, closed-minded, self-less, or just fucked up. I'm just not the kind of person who opens up ok. I'm not. It's easy for some people to just open their shell to everyone, but I'm not one of them. I just am not.

You may say that I'm double faced, but I've get soo used to pretending nothing happens. It seems normal for me now.

What ever it is. I won't be blogging much. Nor do i care...I'm creating this post most probably cause I'm PMS-ing right now or something...I hate PMS. SCREW IT

it's 3am...

2008-06-08T03:22:00.002+08:00

yea..it's 3am and i'm updating my blog...how weird could i get? lol

Last Thurday which was 5th June 2008, me, yoe and joa had an impromptu outing..haha
it was really an impromptu outing seriously. Because we didnt plan it to happen. and had an impromptu dinner wif swee...hahahaha

well basically Yoe had update on that already...and i am seriously lazy to type it out,
so go check her blog out..

HERE'S THE POST

It is raining heavily rit now...hoho, i can have a good night sleep...yay.... xD

^^

2008-06-08T02:23:00.003+08:00

i know i've not been updating my blog...
i just don't know what to blog, although i know there are some outings or things happening that i should update on but i'm just too lazy to upload some of the pics and so forth...even the banner i promised to do, i have yet to complete...damn....sorry dear.. xD

I'm currently interested in the book called Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus by John Gray. But unfortunately i have yet to purchase the book. So how am i actually reading the book u might ask?
haha
simple...by the wonderful world wide web...hehehe...
<< that is the cooler cover version of the book...if u find one, get for me..lol
http://www.scribd.com

on that site, u can get practically any kind of book or guide book, notes or anything...
they even got a guide on how to play/use the rubick's cube... ^_^

Xixili Warehouse sale

2008-06-04T23:24:00.003+08:00

Xixili's first ever warehouse sale..
so if u're interested to get new stock...go check it out.. xD
i might too...lol

wad's wif the advertising? haha
im not working for them, just wan to spread the love y'all...hahaha...
so, go if u're free.. ^^

Spread Firefox!

2008-06-04T23:00:00.000+08:00

Good News...

2008-05-25T00:06:00.003+08:00

well, first off
i've been MIA for awhile, coz i cant seem to find myself blogging...
And as for the good news...
i got accepted to Shah Alam's Campus...im really happy and blessed...
i do not have to go to Sg Petani now. well tat is a relieve...
tat's all for now...

xoxo Dupz.

miss u dear

2008-05-06T13:14:00.003+08:00

i've decided to go for sg petani's uitm campus...
but i wish by any chance at all,
i can get shah alam's campus...
hope miracles happens...lol
i still believe in faith...

LDR

2008-05-06T00:08:00.004+08:00

LDR is so going to be hard....it sucks
@_@

ldr=long distance relationship

additional: i noe it's gonna be hard..but .i hope that we can work tis out

i do not noe wad to do...

2008-05-05T23:37:00.003+08:00

Dunno la...
today i check for my UPU application to know which campus i got into...
and guess wad...i got uitm's sg petani's campus...blardy far to drive there weii...

now i hesitate to whether should i accept tat or not..
i have to have to confirm by tis week...like dam man...how can i decide..

1st of all, it's very far...i can't afford to travel back home often..unless take flight...but exp le...i noe i noe got airasia (now every1 can fly rit) but...everytime take plane meh...

secondly, im given asasi for law.. wanted to take law after many discussion wif my parents...kinda convince to take it since after tat i can apply for few specific courses only...as in it's being narrowed down to few choices.. where as if i go melaka, the choice after tat is alot..tat is if i got good cgpa la...and i have to struggle la in melaka

thirdly, i find tat my endurance and perseverance is lacking rit now...i just wanna brake down and cry kay ~~(infact i am rit now)~~...im gonna be like so far away from home as well as from my loved ones if i go to sg petani...where as melaka is much nearer...

conclusion, i still cant think where to go...i really wanna scream....I FREAKING DO NOT NOE WAD TO DO....

i wish i could just go tarc or sumthing thn take ptptn and pay myself later on...screw it la!!!! fuck la!!!

i dunno how now...
seriously god is testing me...
making me decide things i do not noe how to decide...
................